So much heartache in this world. So much disappointment. So much abuse. So much evil. Oh how broken this world is. So broken.
I got news a couple of days ago that a friend of a friend's baby girl died. 5 weeks old. Then the next day we found out she was murdered. By her own father. Broken arms, broken legs. Broken ribs. Scratches, burns, and bruises all over her body- fresh and old. On a 5 week old baby. Pure evil. My heart broke into a million pieces for that defenseless little baby.
It angers me that so many children suffer like this. Basically thrown out like trash.
Don't we know that children are miracles?!
God I just don't understand how something like this could happen. Our world needs you so badly. When can we pull back that veil between heaven and earth and understand? When will you come, because I am getting so impatient.
This morning, I just sat in my bedroom and cried.
For so many things.
For this sweet defenseless baby murdered by the ones who were supposed to protect her, for the victims of terrorism, victims of sex slavery, for all the parents who have had to bury their children, for Jaxon, for this sweet unformed body in my belly. At times it is all overwhelming.
My God, thank you for your peace and comfort that surpasses all understanding. You won't let my head go under. All I have to do is look up, look to eternity.
You are going to come and right every wrong. You will wipe all of our tears away. We will live with you in righteousness, there will be no more evil, no more heartache and misunderstanding, there will be pure joy and celebration.
One sweet day, we will be HOME. You will mend all my broken pieces, all of our broken pieces and make us whole.
One of my favorite songs right now says it pretty good, "through it all it is well."
You have overcome death.
And because of that, no matter what this world hands me, it is well with my soul.